bad days,weeks ...seasons?
Posted: Wed Apr 13, 2005 10:55 pm
howdy yall
i have a problem ... we have two vaulters at my school and i am normally the better vaulter but i have just some days even weeks where i can't even get up and i am on so many different poles we never have the right one and i have already broken two this season and i have and when i have these days even weeks the other vaulter passes me up or so it seems she only gets up about four times a day on a regular basis. i just get so flustered at practice and so frustrated i try so hard but i can't help but get mad not at other people but at myself and then i even think about what it would have been like if i never started but i love vaulting its my life
is there a way that i can just stay possitive i try so hard but i can't all the time i try to look to the future and see how i'm gunna get better but i can't get to the future if i don't get throught the present
thanks for the help
i have a problem ... we have two vaulters at my school and i am normally the better vaulter but i have just some days even weeks where i can't even get up and i am on so many different poles we never have the right one and i have already broken two this season and i have and when i have these days even weeks the other vaulter passes me up or so it seems she only gets up about four times a day on a regular basis. i just get so flustered at practice and so frustrated i try so hard but i can't help but get mad not at other people but at myself and then i even think about what it would have been like if i never started but i love vaulting its my life
is there a way that i can just stay possitive i try so hard but i can't all the time i try to look to the future and see how i'm gunna get better but i can't get to the future if i don't get throught the present
thanks for the help
). It just won't seem to go away and it's pretty much shot my season. I've only vaulted my old pr once this season, and then 10' a bunch of other times. However, it seems like I'm stuck while everyone else on the team has pr'ed by a foot (no joke on this, one girl has almost pr'ed by 2 feet). It definitely doesn't leave you feeling optimistic, esp. since everyone kinda knows that you could be vaulting really well, but you just have to deal with it and look forward to the next season, reassuring yourself that you'll just blow them away next year.

